Thursday, December 02, 2010

What gives?

I have been SO emotional lately! What is the deal? I think it’s the holiday season that’s doing me in. Last month I was in Bath & Body Works and there was Christmas music playing and I was smelling a candle called Winter and I just started tearing up! And then I was watching the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade yesterday (yes, a few days late) and the Rockette’s were performing and started doing the high-kicking thing they’re famous for and started tearing up again! What the heck!

I’ve been feeling really queasy the past week or so, too.

Begin the Freak Out.

Could I really be pregnant already? Again? I love my sweet Hannah and have thought more than once that I’m already ready for another one. Or am I???

It would really be meant to be, since I’m still breastfeeding AND on birth control.

So I took a pregnancy test, convinced I was pregnant.

And I wasn’t!

Whew.

WHEW.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

At least you're still sexually active after all these years of marriage. Pat yourself on the back for that...

Melissa said...

Wow! That must have been stressful. I think it's just because you're a mom. I do the same thing ALL the time. Oh, and btw, I love that Winter candle. It smells fabulous!

Lee Anne said...

"Yes, no, yes, no, yes, yes?...no. Phew"!

So true.

PS. Summer looks JUST like you in the latest pics!

Courtney said...

The holiday season is a very emotional/overwhelming/stressful time of year so there is no doubt you would be overemotional.

P.S. You could handle baby #3 :)

Lindsey said...

Holy Moly, do you want to have a baby for me too then???

Lara said...

Pregnancy messes your hormones up--up to a year later, I think. A lot of people get PPD. It's not unusual at all, and totally treatable.

I'm not saying you have it, I'm just saying it "sounds" like you might...

Patten Family said...

How about this. Tell that husband of yours to stop falling asleep on the couch, fold some laundry and go to bed early instead of him!:)

Samantha said...

I found it shocking that you feel ready for another baby already, but I did not find it shocking that you teared up watching the Rockettes, b/c it's true, I do that ALMOST EVERY TIME I SEE THEM PERFORM and I have never admitted that to anyone before out of embarrassment.

Cynthia said...

I wanted another one shortly after Carter was born too. I think it was just because I was loving him so much. I had to keep telling myself... I don't need another baby... I have one right now. Also had the pregnancy scare shortly after Jordan was born, and was completely emotional/foggy brained/moody/sick and I thought for sure I was pregnant. It turned out to be the mini pill I was on. So I banished it.